mayb my therapist can somhow seee cryin in bed n give hrt then >//v//<
yesyes- thatll do it - like - pain does actulli do stff - right? -
otherwise it wud jus be useless sadness, n thad doesn make sense cuz of the finite amount of energy in the universe - like - pain is mor than jus physically gettin hurt - its also the mental stff. so thadental stuff has to go somwhere- yea! so its magicalli transmitted to the peeps whi need to see ut most with highest likelihood of thm changing thad sad thing to good.
obvobv-
shud i continue to actively makin myself mor ugly by the day, by simply eatin n drinkin? shud i continue purchasin products to further create distance between the humans n the rich?
yesyis!
mayb my therapist can somhow seee cryin in bed n give hrt then >//v//<
yesyes- thatll do it - like - pain does actulli do stff - right? -
otherwise it wud jus be useless sadness, n thad doesn make sense cuz of the finite amount of energy in the universe - like - pain is mor than jus physically gettin hurt - its also the mental stff. so thadental stuff has to go somwhere- yea! so its magicalli transmitted to the peeps whi need to see ut most with highest likelihood of thm changing thad sad thing to good.
obvobv-
shud i continue to actively makin myself mor ugly by the day, by simply eatin n drinkin? shud i continue purchasin products to further create distance between the humans n the rich?
Ugh I feel this one. So many products available to express femininity 😍 just buy buy buy this commodified version of the self 😔
Need to somehow find a balance between hyper consumerism and “It’s OK to buy yourself nice things sometimes.”
That’s quite thought provoking, Maria.
Am I miseating and drinking because I need to destroy my reflection in the mirror as it doesn’t belong to me anyway?