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Cake day: February 22nd, 2024

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  • If you haven’t seen the vid it’s 500 levels of awkward cringe that’s hard to watch. Had to do with one of the MS version releases. They’re acting so awkward you can’t tell if they’re yakked out in coke or just that socially awkward. Full disclosure I’d be worse than them in that situation, just calling it like it is.








  • Yeah my reference is Limitless. Like obviously not to that extent, but that’s what the difference felt like being able to actually function. I had ended up mentioning that I was drinking 2 monsters a day because I would get some focus from it but it would never last and the doc right off the bat was like ‘yup. Your brain’s way of trying to self medicate.’




  • With me it was asking a coworker a question and literally zoning out in the middle of his face to face explanation and having to ask him to repeat himself. A pretty ‘wtf dude’ moment from him, and I then proceeded to apologize and said it happens a lot…which got me thinking. Yeah, didn’t take long after that.








  • Jesus fuck holy hell this was me down to the letter. Only difference was my meds worked for probably a year, which made the drop in productivity even more obvious. Like a ‘why brain no worky’ moment that just curved down over time. I had other shit going on though that I like to partially attribute, plus my med spiking up to 450 a month was enough for me to get off meds which was even more horrifyingly bad. Now 2 years later I’m back to being unproductive and kicking myself 10 times harder because I know what I’m capable of. Queue the endless anxiety / stress / guilt cycle. Now I have to go through finding another doc, then 6 months of scaling whatever med, that’s if I ever remember after work that I need to do it to begin with. Only time I ever remember is laying in bed at night losing sleep because of the amount of anxiety I have from not performing.