Nothing to apologize for, it’s your phone and you can chose whatever font you want for it! The fact that you made an effort to add alt text was awesome and genuinely appreciated.

Thank you for the alt text because I definitely am struggling with that font choice

Those are really difficult emotions to deal with. I’ve been there, with friends, partners and spouses. It’s hard. I wish I could help more but all I can say is you’re not alone. I know it hurts. I hope you find something to smile about today ❤️