I also had some doubt before my first appointment. But afterwards I was so happy and all that went away. It’s been like 3 years now and I’m still happy.

Vibe code bros aren’t real programmers. They’re business people, not computer people. Even if they have a CS degree, they only got that because they think it’ll get them more money. They lack passion and they don’t care about understanding anything. They probably don’t even care about what they’re generating beyond its potential to be used in a grift.

I graduated college not that long ago and my CS classes had quite a few former business majors. They switched because they think it’ll be more lucrative for them but since they only care about money they didn’t bother to actually learn the material especially since they could just vibe code through everything.

They’d need to drink more milk than humanly possible. If there was some way to drink extreme quantities of milk every day without dying it could be done.

Estrogen Table (pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4524299/table/T2/)

Estrogen Table 2 (pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4524299/table/T3/)

Pregnant Cow Milk E Levels (pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4524299/table/T4/)

Thanks for the info. I don’t really feel like the prog is helping me much anymore, but I’m also not getting very much in the first place. The effects you listed do seem pretty good, so I may try the rectal route just for a bit and see if I notice anything and if not then I’ll probably talk to my dr about it.

It was graffitied on a bridge. I liked it so I took it.

I just had mine removed like 3 months ago. I’ll answer your questions in order.

I asked my doctor about it and he recommended me some in network surgeons, so finding a place to do it was easy.

For recovery I remember laying in bed for like 4 days before I got a bit more active. I could manage pain just fine with otc meds. A lot of my pain I think was nerve pain, which I felt moreso in my inner upper thighs rather than my groin and I found that using an ice pack helped a lot. I felt a lot better after just one week, but I did still have to take it easy with activity for about 6 to 8 weeks.

I do have extra skin. If you want to get a vaginoplasty in the future, you should leave it since they will use that skin. I imagine that you could get it removed if you want though.

Mine was around $24,000 without insurance. I’m on my parents insurance still, and my Mom had a surgery that maxed it out, so I was very fortunately fully covered and paid nothing. The surgery itself was $20,000 but then you have things like anesthesia, getting the letters, the consult, and pre and post op appointments.

After the procedure they gave me pain meds and a laxative. Didn’t really need the pain meds and I used the laxative for like a week. I also have stopped my T blocker since, which is nice.

Thanks for the advice. It was just an orchi. I did piss like a horse when I got home but idk if they had a catheter in or not.

No but I did think about it. I decided that my balls are better off in the garbage because I hate them so much.

All the cool girls hang out in the Tomcat server

Same. Sometimes I simply just think about the fact that I am a woman and it makes me feel so happy. I still have occasional dysphoric days but they’ve been getting less frequent the further along I get.

That reminds me of when I was graduating college a few months ago and it was my first time on campus since I did all my classes online. We had a rehearsal in this theater building and I didn’t know where to go so I followed this group of women I saw. Turned out they were just heading for the restroom but one of them held the door open for me and internally I was like “eeeeeee yay! They see me as a woman!” Didn’t have to go to the bathroom though so I kinda just walked in and then walked right out lol.

One thing I remember is gaining muscle after working out for a few months and feeling this really confusing sadness when I noticed that my shoulders got broader. I was so confused as to why so many guys liked being muscular but it just made me really depressed instead. Took me a while to realize that that strange feeling was actually gender dysphoria.

Yeah. I dual boot on an old laptop just in case I happen to need windows for something and sometimes the windows partition puts itself at the top of the boot order, but my Debian partition is still there and I just have to put it back at the top.

I made my own estrogen mod that doesn’t have a dependency on create. It also has stuff for trans mascs and enbies as well. It’s a little outdated though cause I’ve been busy with college and stuff but I’d like to update it at some point.

Thigh highs are actually a good idea for something to add though. I might actually do that when I get around to updating it.

My advice is to take steps as you feel comfortable to do so; there isn’t any wrong path. We all transition in different ways and really what is important is that you are happy.

If you want to take e, but also want to boymode until you’re ready to be publicly out, be aware that you may need a binder depending on how much breast growth you get. I myself tried to boymode my first few months on e and failed because my boobs got too big and people noticed.

Also congrats on cracking your egg!

Damn I had no idea even people as experienced as you were having a tough time. I’m a new grad and I spent two years searching for an internship and found nothing. I got two interviews at one company but they chose someone else. I’m making projects (currently teaching myself spring boot rn) and I’ve had a professional look over my resume and still nothing. Shit sucks right now :(

I remember your voice from last time and you definitely sound more feminine! Although I still hear a bit of dopeyness. Your voice is like a feminine Winnie the Pooh. (Actually, I think I might have said that last time, but you do sound notably more feminine this time!)

Feel free to roast my voice if you’d like: https://youtu.be/p2hA1QkZRJM

Also, make sure you keep practicing. I stopped because I’m pretty much happy with my voice but I slowly slipped part way back to my old voice. Once I realized that, it was pretty easy to get back where I was fortunately.

The article says they are making a plug-in.

Instead of a standalone product, JetBrains is pushing Aqua’s functionality into the Test Automation plugin. This plugin is available for JetBrains’ more established IDEs, such as IntelliJ IDEA Ultimate, PyCharm, and WebStorm.

I could write a lot about this but I’m going to keep it on the short side.

When my dysphoria was at the worst every day felt more and more hopeless. I woke up wishing I could go back to sleep which was the only time I had some happiness. Living felt like trudging through thick disgusting sludge and as time went on the sludge got thicker. I think I would have succumbed to it if I didn’t get HRT when I did.

I also sometimes also have this vision where my deadname has wings and a horde of them is swarming me like ravenous monstrous bats while I’m standing there trying to shield myself and swat them away. Often times when I think of dysphoria, that and the sludge is what comes to mind.