Thanks for your words, I often feel like looking like a woman is this unattainable goal, and I guess not reaching for it feels comforting if that makes sense?

I don’t let passing prevent me from living, I do basically what I want transition wise long hair, women’s clothing, perfume, you name it. but I really really really want to pass, because ultimately it would reflect what I really am on the inside. Now I feel torn like my soul is split between what I am and what people think I am.

I don’t know, I feel this sub is more of a happy place, I don’t want to ruin it, especially since positive trans spaces are hard to come by

I agree but if I go to the women’s bathroom I’d still immediately get kicked out :(

That won’t change for years until I get my maimed face fixed…

I haven’t gone on 4chan since the first few months of my transition, I just have to be real with myself at some point, I might never be treated like a woman in society because I might never look like one. I just don’t know how to cope…