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i’ve found working out is a lot more fun now that my goal is aligned with my mindset, and i’m not just going thru the motions :)

I have no idea how some doctors keep their licenses wow. I just wanna say be very careful with tapering, I’m sure you will be but I just wanna make sure you’re safe, I’m glad you got your appetite back that’s great!

The real key is to not expect a great improvement, or if you start to feel better and then feel worse again one day, don’t let it discourage you too much because it will get better eventually

Yeah I dunno, I used to buy a lot of nootropics online and they all came from China, as far as I know everything was legit, at least it didn’t kill me :P, but that was years ago. stay safe

I’m sorry you have to go through all of that, wow all those pharmas must be tough on your receptors for sure. I don’t have a definite answer for your science wise I can just give you my experience as a former addict, it took me about a year to get back to close to baseline with proper self care. I realized I was barely taking care of myself before because of all the dysphoria. I hope you can live in peace soon, hugs

Oh this comic hits. I really have no idea how it never entered my head that most of my confidence, image issues, apathy were tied to dysphoria. Before puberty I was a bubbly, fun, person, then puberty hit me like a ton of bricks and I went off the rails for… well like 30 years I guess. I had so much anger all the time (of course I still have some, who couldn’t today) about nothing in particular, anger at other people for no reason, and I just could not figure out why. It’s not like there were no signs. I enjoyed dressing up with my sister in her sparkly dance clothes when we were kids, in 7th grade I was hanging pictures of Cory Haim and Cory Feldman from Tiger Beat magazine in my room like the girls in the class were doing, I had a whole arm full of jelly bracelets which were so cool at the time, but mainly for girls. Every time I said something like “men’s clothes are so boring” what I really meant was “I really wish I could just wear womens clothes”, I won the girls screaming contest at a grade school dance we had. The more I look back the more incidents like that pile up but still I was clueless about it. I feel light as air now, I care about my body and how my legs look, I can wear shorts, clothes are fun again, life is fun again

Funny part is I was always such an advocate of being yourself, being original and it turns out all those years I wasn’t even being myself XD

Agreed I’ve tried to tone down my ranting just so I don’t add to this already toxic stew and attract arguments I don’t wanna be in. I don’t really have much to say about the kid stuff since I’m not a parent

make myself laugh

oh duh :) thanks! pretty ❤️

very cool, nice colors and lines look awesome! :) looks a bit like a structural formula

I start digging into my repressed memories. And boy, a ton of things and phrases I did or said come up that were not cis at all, lol. The truth was always there, I just wasn’t paying attention to it.

You said it, looking back I almost feel dumb about it but I guess doubt and denial can be strong. As a newish user I just wanna say thanks so much for being so open about your experience, you really are inspiring, stay strong and beautiful

wowzers, lovely :) you have a great smile, spam away :)

congrats to you that’s awesome and it sounded so fun :) <3 Happy pride!

Gosh that looks a wonderful night/morning! big fan of the blue nail polish myself, looking fab :) 💜

I’ve never been good at making friends and even worse at keeping them, so I haven’t really had to deal with this issue so much. Good and bad parts to that. Mostly bad I suppose. I’m hoping that now that I’m not unknowingly pretending to be someone I’m not my interactions can be more genuine.

Ohhh I gotcha, it’s a new world to me… good luck :)

Emily? Elle? I say Elle because in the second picture you look like Elle Fanning, to my eyes at least. :) Cute berry vest :)

Make it stop already this is so fucking stupid.

you wear it well :) nice glasses too!