with the current team of devs who’s ethos seems to be to never touch the already well established gameplay features there will never be a minecraft 2.0
the entire philosophy of development for that game would need to change for that to happen
just me
with the current team of devs who’s ethos seems to be to never touch the already well established gameplay features there will never be a minecraft 2.0
the entire philosophy of development for that game would need to change for that to happen
dw it made me exhale air a bit harder :)
i did not :3 i tried being funny too T–T
toilet floors are usually unpissed on over where i live (unless it’s a petrol station, but those don’t count!)
i used to do that with my diet meth (medikinet), i ate the pill and 30min later it was sleepy time
i can assure you i’m not 20cm tall to be jumping in a toilet, i am merely european
never tried that, i might in the future but for now i’ll stick to trying to figure out how to rawdog things. i’ve been getting good at it :3
never said it was easy hah, i wish the meds worked so i could get some help in that regard, but here i am, trying my best anyway
i was on medikinet for a while, at first it made me sleepy, then it made me relaxed, and then it made me anxious, so i stopped
whenever i take brain-chemistry meds for longer than a week or two my brain defaults to having them give me anxiety which is whack (this happens with meds for anxiety as well, thanks brain! you gelatinous wanker). after multiple trials of various meds i’ve mostly given up on trying more, but hey at least cardio works as intended!
i’m still bitter about one thing - all those people who kept saying “just eat healthy and exercise and you’ll feel better :)))” were correct 💀 at least in my case
i always stop before puffing and grunting exactly because of that T–T and i try to jump as quietly as possible


ironically, stimulants make me sleepy, depressants also make me sleepy
there are only two ways i can wake up:
psychedelics, not exactly helpful if the thing i need to wake up for requires me to have an attention span longer than 5s
cardio, so when others are drinking coffee, i’m doing jumping jacks in the toilet


distraction is also time travel. i fell down the rabit hole of extinct species youtube videos yesterday and suddenly 3pm turned to 1am after like, 3 videos top, and they all were 20min long i think
my tech aura comes and goes
i once tried to log into a microsoft account for 10 minutes, and it only let me in once i took the laptop to my coworker and tried to show how it wasn’t working
and then one of my other coworkers tried to restart a camera multiple times, and it only worked when i pressed the button


thanks! i’m 25 so i have a life of figuring stuff out ahead of me lol
glad you’ve found some stability in your life, likewise wishing you well!


yeah i try to approach life that way but sometimes RSD is too fast for me to react. before i’m capable of logicking my way out of rejection - it hits, and the spiral begins, and that feeling of sinking in my chest is a point of no return. the only way to stop it is to go sleep for 8h to “reset”.
even if i know that what i’m feeling is fully irrational, the spiral seems to be inescapable


doesn’t work :( i care about people even more then, and my sensitivity gets more sensitive


hi there, RSD (and anxiety because of it) haver here
how do i not care
i’m trying out medikinet (ritalin/concentra are similar) and it makes me sleepy. i’ll test them out for longer but goodness, i hoped for some energy to do things, not being so relaxed i no longer care about the things
can i have some of your adhd?
my adhd only does want, and if there’s need without want it’s torture to start (dishes)
to check the weather :) opens the calculator
honestly good for them, this tells me they realised how useless the “1.x.x” format is since they do not plan on ever having it tick up to 2.x.x, and changed it to something that allows them to convey more meaningful information