Hell yeah! We dont all have it together alll the time, even as adults. Youll find that adulthood is much the same as being a minor, especially if you dont have the most helpful birthgivers. I didnt either, and my upbringing was steeped in racism, homophobia, and any other bigotry and prejudice under the sun. The biggest thing i learned from all that is where hate gets you.

Sorry you cant wear what you want and shave what you want without being inspected, its gross. Policing your body is some real predator energy tbh. Im glad you have supportive friends, and its soooo close to the end of the school year your almost there!

I second getting a job or some kind of income, not because i tell everyone to “get a job”. But because its liberating having your own money, and from the sounds of it you might need it more than most.

Were always here for you girly, when life is rough make sure to take care of yourself! And your always welsome to come vent to me ❤️