• clothes feel weird, need to change them
  • just heard thunder, better check the weather (even though I’m not going anywhere lol)
  • oh shit did I feed the fish!?
  • my mouth is dry
  • 3020393920 unread texts and emails
  • I didn’t brush my teeth this morning and my mouth feels gross
  • have to poop
  • now I can’t brush my teeth until the bathroom stops being stinky
  • fan is blowing hair in face, gotta go find bandana to tie it back
  • it’s too hot in here
  • now it’s too cold in here
  • no matter what i do it’s too humid
  • my glasses are smudgy but the cleaning cloth is on the other side of the room
  • oops I got hungry again
  • now my stomach hurts because I ate too fast
  • HOW THE FUCK IS IT 6:23 PM AND I HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED!?
  • I’m posting on lemmy lol
  • jadedwench [they/them]@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
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    2 days ago

    Today I was taking meds and immediately could not remember if I had taken Adderall yet, so I waited it out. I was pretty sure I hadn’t, but I also didn’t want to mess up. When it turned 2pm and I had not even remotely started doing anything useful, that answered my question…

    Pill organizers don’t help and I need to visually see how many pills are left so I can put in a refill right away. I definitely go on the side of caution when going through all of the pills each morning. I try to make a pile first, but I will also take one or two of them while sorting and not notice. I have to break most of my pills, so I know how each one tastes, the texture, etc. This helps fix mistakes if my brain really doesn’t want to cooperate, with last resort of waiting if it is something really bad if I take double.

    • Puts on jeans
    • oh wait, I finished knitting that leg warmer, let’s wash it for blocking
    • hmm, maybe I will let it dry and mould to my leg while I am working
    • removes jeans and puts on long sweater as shorts are nowhere to be found
    • watch random YouTube
    • ugh, it is sliding down and I need to make the icord
    • how do I make an icord again? Which yarn should I use?
    • I can’t find that one specific needle size even though it doesn’t matter
    • give up and start it
    • shouldn’t I be working?
    • get annoyed by teams messages and turn it off
    • find different video and forget to continue icord
    • stare blankly at work and go back to knitting
    • what was I doing again?
    • fuck, I really need to do work. What time is it?
    • fuck. I definitely didn’t take my meds.

    Insert other moments of confusion, stimming, and failures as needed.