Torn Apart By Dogs

i post enough of my bullshit. if you get to them before i delete they will give you an idea.

not great TBH tanks for asking. no one asks me anymore. its nice to read. even tho its not personally directed itll do.

i stopped reading most docs after like 95 unless they are rfc or reference and i had a memory that was stellar

now, i read all of them over and over and over because i got a tbi from electroshock “therapy” and i am working with shitty autobiographical memories and cant get to the details. so i read, keep reading, and make sure all the mans are at hand along with my references. now i get frustrated and wanna die but i still get it done but im always like yeah uh no

my butch great aunt born in the 1910’s hated it and went by her middle name

SO I FUCKIN STOLE IT YOINK

Listen to it and if you can, don’t let it control your behavior. Think. Decide. Act. Bravery is doing something even tho you are scared or anxious. You can do it!

I have come to the conclusion that when folks feel they must walk on eggshells it is their insecurity. I most often encounter this when people will not just be real with me and succumb to blaming me for their own inability to feel comfortable and open. Often this is because they do not want to expose their human nature to “other” or own and grow past their original programming.

Do what you want. Listen first. Make mistakes. Own them and don’t JADE. Evolve.