what really got me over the imposter syndrome was how much gender euphoria i get wearing womens clothes, painting my nails, wearing a lot of jewelry, growing out my hair, having boobs, etc by myself at home with no one looking at me or even knowing im doing it. its literally not about anyone else, i would transition if i was the last person on earth. the only way other people come into consideration is them making it weird.
This was me too. I let myself try for the first time in my life in my thirties and the feeling of joy, and the absence of self hatred was incredible. Showing me how good things could feel made me realise how bad things did feel.
what really got me over the imposter syndrome was how much gender euphoria i get wearing womens clothes, painting my nails, wearing a lot of jewelry, growing out my hair, having boobs, etc by myself at home with no one looking at me or even knowing im doing it. its literally not about anyone else, i would transition if i was the last person on earth. the only way other people come into consideration is them making it weird.
This was me too. I let myself try for the first time in my life in my thirties and the feeling of joy, and the absence of self hatred was incredible. Showing me how good things could feel made me realise how bad things did feel.