i just dont know what to do anymore. i have a healthy sex drive, i meet people i like, i have sex with them, and it just never really feels that good. i meet girls who can just cum and cum, and i can only seem to do it at home by myself… and even then its so fucking hard. it doesnt matter if i masturbate or not, how into the person or situation i am, no matter what i do or they do. im literally crying writing this. i had the best experience of my life the other day, by a lot, and i still couldn’t cum. im just so tired… i want to enjoy it like other people do but i just cant. i feel like im broken and theres nothing i can do to fix it, and somehow things got worse when i started estrogen. prog just makes me hornier but doesnt make things feel better. it feels like theres nothing left to do so this is just screaming into the void because i have no one in my life to talk to about this stuff. fuck… fucking fuck…
Hay. Maybe it helps, maybe it doesn’t.
I used to go for cumming as well. Now I just enjoy the ride. It takes 30min or an hour to cum? That’s fine. It’s more time I could enjoy myself. I found it liberating to focus more on the journey rather than the finish. It also made me capable of finishing more and more frequent (not that I recommend my 4-8h journeys)
Imho, nothing broken.