If only, but yuri conquers my mind. I guess it’s better to be a gay loser than a rich parasite anyways ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

For what? Being a femcel?

I thought that because I didn’t have a clue that I wanted to be a girl, I couldn’t be trans. Turns out I had more signs than a protest buried in my past.

Edit: the signs were surprisingly consistent

It’s not about learning lessons. There’s no grand narrative to life other than what we come up with.

From your posts, it’s become clear that I can’t convince you to not hate yourself. Only you can decide to self love, not anyone else. You absolutely will not get better until you recognize how loveable you are.

There wouldn’t be a lesson for anyone in your death, just tragedy and pain. We’ll always be here for you, but that will not matter unless you’re there for yourself.

You might just be the female version of Frieren ☝️

Are you still like that now?

I think ContraPoints has a video on this. From what I remember, we struggle to handle our feelings of Envy. We’re socialized to see it as a bad thing, a moral failing, so we refuse to even label it as such.

In truth, envy is a natural human emotion that we should make space for so we can process it. It’s not good to give in to your envy, but it’s also not good to deny that it’s a part of you.

Emotionally distant with a cold, confident stare

4,100 grams of sugar got me acting unwise 😅

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I didn’t have any breakthrough moments when I started questioning, but I did when I realized girl was right for me. I imagined life as a mom, and the years of questioning fell into place. I never wanted to be a man. Even when I want to be more masculine, it’s still as a masculine woman, not an enby or a man.

I also want kids, an even sadder realization after telling myself I shouldn’t bring any into this world. I just want to be a mom. I didn’t choose to want it, but that’s life 🤷‍♀️

“Wow, this person became healthier, happier, and more capable after transitioning. Too bad that won’t happen for me.”

Tbf, I had few reasons to think I would prefer being a girl so much. I just hadn’t considered it as an option, so I needed to view it as one first. Needless to say, I found few reasons to be anything else, which also took a long time to accept.