Its okay, we all understand; making out with five guys takes a lot of planning /s

That is a very short list; IIRC its just her, gandalf, elrond, tom bombadil, Aragorn, and Faramir?

Maybe Sam if you count him completely resisting it in the middle of Mordor like the badass he is.

Buncha filthy knife-ears

I feel that. My own body just feels too wrong/alien in proportions, i don’t think ill be comfortable presenting femme without major changes. If nothing else, i have man-boobs big enough i suspect HRT might be pretty generous with me in the future xD

I’m at my 1 year mark of closeted smashed egg, sucks but its a bit less frustrating than it was at first. I have personal long term goals for myself now. I know more terminology and I’m more aware of current events and how they might impact me (now or in the future).

Hell, its a big change in just having long term goals. Feeling like I’m allowed to have long term goals, allowed to want things in life and to pursue goals.

Welcome! There are plenty of things one can do without having to “out” oneself in any way, such as hair removal/growth, trying out clothing at home you might order online, etc. There’s also plenty of people here to talk to about stuff and things you might have questions about; heavily recommend reading the gender dysphoria bible, in its entirety. Not just the MtF stuff, the whole thing.

https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/

Same. I resemble john belushi except with a goatee, long hair, and glasses; also a bit taller and deeper voice.

Actually just bigger in almost every dimension. I highly doubt anyone makes nice womens style shoes in a large mens sizing with 6E width and flat feet 3+ inches thick🥲

They are, unfortunately. Look at some of samsungs models, i think HP has a few as well

I learned from a family member who underwent multiple back to back surgeries that there is a medical equivalent of goo-gone (adhesive removal liquid), which is great for this sort of thing

More respectable line of work than a lot of jobs I’ve seen.

The effects of moderation in multiplayer games and how it does/doesn’t effect queer population numbers

That might be better for skin coverage too, teargas and pepper pray aren’t just eye/sinus irritants, they affect the skin as well.

Its so cute they think any of us can afford a fucking house

Any recommendations for something full-body?

Not too bothered by helpful/supportive.

Dark red state (the major cities are kinda split, but still an uncomfortable amount of red) that more or less ran the state director of health out of office/town in the first year of covid.

I’m… very noticeable in size/shape/hair/voice. Built like a large sack of grain wouldnt be inaccurate xD

I’ve more or less resigned myself to the fact that I’m not likely to be happy here. Just trying to get my mental health together (using my currently pretty good insurance) well enough to be able to get a better paying job a significant distance away.

I am in the unfortunate circumstance that there is a 4 digit (or higher) number of people who could recognize me in public (perk of being an “IT guy”…) and start rumours around my extremely large workplace, making my life and a family members life hellish 😐

Yeah 🫤

Wearing a skirt alone in my apartment is about as safe as it gets for me, its incredibly frustrating how little i feel like i can do to be me.

First year? That shit is like A+ cert level knowledge or below, and A+ is damn near worthless. They would know that in the first few hours of a study guide

Goals ❤️

I’m gonna try to lose weight in the meantime, so when i do feel safe enough to try, i wont be fighting male fat distribution as hard. That and bigger thighs and butt. My legs are gonna be fuckin clouds, i already wear a larger size of thigh high sock and they’re relatively lean 😅