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  • Zorsith@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.comIKR?
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    4 days ago

    I opted to do the second one, except i actually went (and arrived early. Military brat upbringing yay, “early is on time, on time is late, late is unforgivable”) and then completely failed at coherently expressing the symptoms that make me feel like i have ADHD. Mind went completely blank and i spaced out.

    I’m writing notes on my thoughts as i think of them now, its easier to compile my thoughts that way and if its written down i wont have forgotten absolutely everything like it’s the day of a test in school.

    Once I’ve got enough notes I’m going to try another appointment and just… hand the psychologist the list of notes.







  • Once I stopped taking Ritalin in grade six because my mom decided I didn’t need it anymore, I started to just receive constant ableist abuse from everyone in my life. I was always made to feel that it was my fault I was this way, my personal fault that I couldn’t do group projects or get homework or projects done. I’d score poorly on everything I did in school despite being smart and capable of learning well on my own. This was always made out to be a personal failing of my own, and not a direct consequence of my untreated ADHD combined with a system wholly unsympathetic to my experience.

    Perfectly summed up my experience. Parents took me off meds (straterra in my case) due to concerns about not eating enough, everything downhill from there for the exact same reasons.

    Trying to get re-diagnosed as an adult (parents lost/shredded childhood records…) and got hit with a variation of “since you’re not trying, you must be happy as you are” from a psychologist that listed ADHD as a specialty…





  • That’s a goal for me :/ i have given up any hope of things getting better here. I no longer believe i can be happy and live in this country. I do not feel safe in any capacity; my own health (mental or physical) can be weaponised against me by my own government, i do not have any trust that medical records will remain confidential.

    I don’t have any expectation of retirement or home ownership, but if i can get somewhere i can live as myself, have a reasonable life, and not be afraid of my own government, i would be happy.