The room? Cleaned

The mirror? Shiny

The vibes? Immaculate

The song? ‘Forgotten voyage’ lindsey stirling

Just happy this weeks better than the last. How about everyone else?

  • chattre@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    2·
    7 days ago

    I am this year’s class!! I just wanna get it over with and move on… close one chapter and open the next

    honestly still find it pretty funny that my journey feels reversed, things that are “easier” to do are hard for me and the “harder” things are more manageable…

    • outfits: I have no idea what I want, exploring takes time I don’t have atm, I can’t store them somewhere easily accessible, I can’t wear them very often, ugh. I do have a skirt and thigh highs which I love though so I know that much at least… I’m now in full support of pants ban >:3
    • shaving: also pretty spotty, I’ve gotten a routine together but I can’t do my arms or face without making spawnpoint get all on my case again…
    • haircut: I already have long hair, but I can’t style it or explore, ditto with shaving

    but then??

    • therapy: appointments are available in the near future so I’ll have to check them out
    • job: very likely coming I hope… I want my own money just in case of anything
    • name: I have a name already and it sticks… love it sm and my friends use it whenever we talk
    • HRT: zero barriers!?? thank you PP but wtf that was scary fast 😆

    I’m starting to see how the rest of the world is ready to accept me far better than my spawnpoint… keeping away from her and making myself better is the goal!!

    • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      6 days ago

      Hell yeah! We dont all have it together alll the time, even as adults. Youll find that adulthood is much the same as being a minor, especially if you dont have the most helpful birthgivers. I didnt either, and my upbringing was steeped in racism, homophobia, and any other bigotry and prejudice under the sun. The biggest thing i learned from all that is where hate gets you.

      Sorry you cant wear what you want and shave what you want without being inspected, its gross. Policing your body is some real predator energy tbh. Im glad you have supportive friends, and its soooo close to the end of the school year your almost there!

      I second getting a job or some kind of income, not because i tell everyone to “get a job”. But because its liberating having your own money, and from the sounds of it you might need it more than most.

      Were always here for you girly, when life is rough make sure to take care of yourself! And your always welsome to come vent to me ❤️