That’s fine. I’m happy that you have a phrase that makes you happy, even if you aren’t willing to tell me what it is. I’ve known you online for a while now, and I always meant it when I compliment you. your entire vibe is really sweet and it’s been amazing to see you grow into your own and overcome a lot of the dysphoria that was keeping you from being happy. I love how much more confident and happy you seem now, even if things still aren’t perfect.
You’ve also never been a chaser because you’ve always been one of us. Most of us could tell before you admitted it openly, ngl. You’re just so girl coded it’s precious
thank u for saying that… thats quite a (positive) whiplash coming from my previous comment being kinda aggressive and negative.
a lot - and i mean a lot if the co fidence comes from hrt. the placebo alone did a lot but now that… boobas are actually growing, my smell is changing a bit and… feelings are more explosive and active now… it has done so much.
no other drug could make me feel this good.
don’t worry, I have told my therapist about how terrible she has been so far. because she really - really really has been. I told her that i felt worse after each session, that I felt my topics are either not addressed, pushed under a rug or literally talked inbetween of… when I mentioned… playing with self harm, she went “oh no, we don’t do that stuff around here” and pulled out a generic depression book and didnt even let me talk about a thing I wanted to talk about… My mother was with me at that point and even she, on the drive home, went like “yea no she cut you off multiple times while you were trying to say something”… it won’t improve, but whatever - I’m trynna improve it anyway cuz whatever- I’m not paying for it… but wow. like… she really has been… the worst. while genuinely trying to be helpful. like - she really was trying her best but didnt notice… what I said… its crazy.
yapping over. more yapping incoming in the pancake video.
That’s fine. I’m happy that you have a phrase that makes you happy, even if you aren’t willing to tell me what it is. I’ve known you online for a while now, and I always meant it when I compliment you. your entire vibe is really sweet and it’s been amazing to see you grow into your own and overcome a lot of the dysphoria that was keeping you from being happy. I love how much more confident and happy you seem now, even if things still aren’t perfect.
You’ve also never been a chaser because you’ve always been one of us. Most of us could tell before you admitted it openly, ngl. You’re just so girl coded it’s precious
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<3 <3
thank u for saying that… thats quite a (positive) whiplash coming from my previous comment being kinda aggressive and negative.
a lot - and i mean a lot if the co fidence comes from hrt. the placebo alone did a lot but now that… boobas are actually growing, my smell is changing a bit and… feelings are more explosive and active now… it has done so much.
no other drug could make me feel this good.
don’t worry, I have told my therapist about how terrible she has been so far. because she really - really really has been. I told her that i felt worse after each session, that I felt my topics are either not addressed, pushed under a rug or literally talked inbetween of… when I mentioned… playing with self harm, she went “oh no, we don’t do that stuff around here” and pulled out a generic depression book and didnt even let me talk about a thing I wanted to talk about… My mother was with me at that point and even she, on the drive home, went like “yea no she cut you off multiple times while you were trying to say something”… it won’t improve, but whatever - I’m trynna improve it anyway cuz whatever- I’m not paying for it… but wow. like… she really has been… the worst. while genuinely trying to be helpful. like - she really was trying her best but didnt notice… what I said… its crazy.
yapping over. more yapping incoming in the pancake video.
Thank goodness you let her know how shit she was. She is an actual menace to society if she can’t properly deal with depression.